Fear

Fear of a cold cup of coffee.

Fear of a warm glass of beer.

Fear of a broken cigarette.

Fear of being alienated.

Fear of forgetting who stood by me but now's not.

Fear of don't forget and be consumed by memories.

Fear of don't walk under the rain.

Fear of relapsing.

Fear of warm temperatures and blue sky.

Fear of losing my critical capacity.

Fear of dead nature and desert landscapes.

Fear of throwing my teddies.

Fear of spoiling ten years playing the violin.

Fear of losing artistic and compositional creativity.

Fear of losing myself in a black hole of irrationality.